In the sultan's palace there was a room men were not allowed to enter.
It was not the harem, though that was what people who had never seen it called it. It was neither the sultana's chamber nor the room where the women kept their jewellery. It was the chamber of the blue mirror.
The mirror covered an entire wall and had been brought centuries earlier from a sunken city. It was not made of glass but of water that never flowed or dried.
People said it did not show the face of the person looking into it. It showed all the women living within that face.
One night a young sultana entered alone. She had recently been chosen to live in the palace and, ever since she arrived, everyone had told her who she ought to become.
She had to be beautiful but not proud. Quiet but not cold. Obedient but never sad. She had to smile when watched and disappear when her presence was no longer wanted.
At first the water showed her one face: the face others saw, beautiful, attentive and still. Its blue eyes had learned to look without revealing anything. Then the water stirred.
On the left another woman appeared. She had dark hair and stood upright as though guarding an invisible door. โWho are you?โ the sultana asked. โI am the woman you were before others told you who to be.โ
A vast face rose in the centre of the mirror. One eye remained open, gazing at the past and at something yet to happen. โAnd you?โ โI am the woman who remembers. I keep every word you swallowed, every fear you hid and every answer you were not allowed to give.โ
Beside her appeared a third woman, with large, shining eyes. She was not afraid. She looked at the world with the wonder of someone who still believed life could be chosen. โI am the woman who dreams,โ she said. โThe one you hid so that you could stay here.โ
The sultana looked at all three. โThen who am I?โ
The water moved again. On the right appeared a woman without clothes. She wore no jewels, veils or signs of rank. Her body neither asked to be admired nor tried to hide. She stood free.
โCover yourself!โ the sultana whispered, looking fearfully toward the door. The woman smiled. โFrom whom?โ
The sultana had no answer.
โI am the woman who belongs to no one,โ the woman in the mirror continued. โI am not what men see, nor what women envy. I am neither the title you were given nor the place where you were put. I am who remains when all of that disappears.โ
โWhich of you is the real one?โ asked the sultana.
The four faces looked at her. โAll of us,โ replied the free woman. โAnd none of us, if you choose to live only through other people's eyes.โ
In that moment the sultana understood that the palace had not imprisoned her between its walls. It had imprisoned her in a single face.
She approached the mirror and touched the water with her fingertips. The four women blurred, drew closer and, for an instant, became one being.
In the morning the servants found the chamber empty.
The sultana had not vanished from the palace. She was still there, wearing the same clothes and answering to the same name. But something had changed.
She no longer smiled when she did not feel like smiling. She no longer stayed silent when she had something to say. And she no longer lowered her eyes when someone looked at her.
People in the palace whispered that the blue mirror had taken her mind. Only the women knew the truth.
The mirror had taken nothing. It had returned the other three women she had been forced to forget.